I feel like I'm always gonna get hurt- no matter how old I am or who I'm with.
I always thought that love was this sorta unexplainable phenomenon, genuine, and unbreakable.
I always believed that when you love someone it's forever, and once you've found "the one" nothing can break it and it can never spoil.
Lately though, I've lost faith. I'm not an angel- god knows I've hurt so many men in my life, a lot that didn't deserve it in the least, but I was broken a while ago, before my pessimism ever even kicked in.
We're all so afraid to give our all, afraid to be hurt, or made a fool of. I always thought It was so dumb how people kept their feelings in, but I'm starting to get it, i'm starting to understand the fear.
I'm tired of being confused. I really don't get this shit anymore.
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